I Bet This is Bad

Hey, guys. How was your day? I actually have no pictures to share, not even a fashion-related stuff to type. I just wanna write a blogpost. That's all. So, enjoy my gloomy post. Hehe.

I am kinda upset at the moment. I do not wanna be too candid because it is my "personal" personal part of my life. However, let me say one thing and let's just be frank, walking along the path of God is not easy, right? Let's throw away the formality's-sake and just be real. It is not, isn't it? I mean, it is good. It is great, it is the right thing to do, I know that by heart but it clearly is not the smoothest road to walk on, huh? Dents and rocks are here, there and everywhere to teach us to be stronger than ever or whatever. Sometimes I feel like God is not answering my prayer or it takes too long for doors to be opened and somehow I still have to manage how to not cross the line with God. Unfortunately, committing sins is easier than having faith. I am not talking about the outcomes because we all know that for sure something great does not come easy. We have to earn it, Do you guys see my point? No? Okay, me neither..ish. Let me put it this way, um, no matter how hard life is, no matter how tempted I am to take control over my life and put my faith aside, I still can't. Not that I do not want to, but I can't, it is just wrong. Feeling helpless is just something I, well, we need to feel because that way we find God very helpful.

Am I right? Not agree? Share your disagreement by putting comments on this post. If you find this post as a ramble jamble, pointless or anything, I am sorry. Give me a break, I am having a really bad day.

Sorry, guys. No fashion posts today. I am feeling way too gloomy to blog fashionably. Let's just pray I feel better soon so that my posts can be as interesting as my previous ones. Hehe. Great day, great life, everyone. Muach!

Top Notch

"The funny thing about technical errors is that you can usually figure out exactly what caused the problem and fix everything up as good as new. I wish the same were true for human errors. Wouldn't it be great if when we really screw up, we could figure out exactly what made us act like a jackass in the first place? And repair the damage. We would be better off if we could avoid making stupid choices in the first place. Take a minute, think about the collateral damage that we are causing in somebody else' life. As it is, all we have is "I am sorry" and believe me, I am."

I took this right out of Ghost Whisperer, one of my favourite TV series. You guys should try to watch it. It is kinda scary at first but the messages it delivers are nothing but inevitably great and so relevant to our lives.

Darn Great

This Tuesday was greaattt! Wanna know why? Don't? Yeah, whatever, it is my blog so I am gonna tell you guys anyway :P

1. Kalista from Retail Therapy found the nude-coloured suede for my super wedges ankle boots! What a mood booster, right?

2. I finally found a loose v-neck basic tee and I got it in green because I think it will go with everything and match perfectly with my nude super wedges ankle boots.

I know there is nothing special with this tee but my closet is lacking of basic tee and I had never had a v-neck so, yeah, I am loving it

3. Lumi by Alxalexa keeps on getting more and more customers. You know what that means, right? Yeah, baby, I am few steps closer to launch my new line, Alxalexa.

4. I ate something other than five-spooned rice with a sunny side up egg. I had a cheese melt burger and some chicken nuggets which I kinda regretted because in other words I had a hey-I-trash-this-jelly-belly-with-carbs food.

There you go. I have shared the highlights of my day. What's yours?

Driving license

Today I did not attend school, gosh, I wish I did, because I had that driving license making business. It is good now that I finally have a driving license but the process to have one was dreadfully exhausting. Not to mention how crowded and hot it was in there. Definitely, a hell hole for me, today.

The police woman, the one I got help from, pointing me to go here and there, I did not know why but she kept on mentioning the words 'for formality's sake only'. Yeah, formality. She told me to take the test and she actually suggested me that I should just give any answers I wanted and I did not have to read the questions because it would make it a lot quicker. Also, when I was put on a driving test, the practical one, guess what, the car was manual. Dang! I had no idea how to drive one of those, I told the guy that too. I even asked for an automatic one but then he just came up to me and said, "It is okay, just get into the car drive straight for 50 meters and I will pass you, after all it is just for formality's sake" ............................. Silence awkward and confusion went straight up to my mind. There it was, another big F. But then again, why should I care? The only thing I should be doing was not judging them, but getting myself out of there instead. Yeah, I am an Indonesian, too. What do you expect?!

Finally, after two freaking hours... my driving license

Phai Photography

Hey, people, let me introduce you to one of my special ones. Her name is Fitri Vania aka Phai. She is fun to be with, loving, caring, hard worker and a very great friend of mine. At the moment, she works as a freelance photographer. For me, her work is absolutely mind-blowing and I am not saying this because she is my friend and all. In doing her work, she is fully committed and the best thing about her is that she has a not-quitting personality.

Here is some of her works, take a look. If you are interested with her work, just contact me through this post. Thanks, people :)

So little time, so much to wear

I find it rather exasperating when there are so many clothes to wear and so little time to try them on :(

See? In one lousy day, I can find these many outfits.

P.S: It is dreadfully fun to try on these many clothes and frighteningly tiring to tidy them all up